The weather changed

It was the morning I guess when I woke up... I lie curled up in my bedsheet.. I cover myself from top to bottom when I sleep..... Its quite silly...the reason..... As far as I recall, the reason is a certain movie called , "The nightmare on the elm street".. Me and my cousin watched this gory blooddy horror movie way back in 1989... We were terrified more than anything else and it remained entrenched in my memory and the bedsheet till today is like Harry Potter's invisible cloak that protects me from evil that lurks in the night.. he he he

I was feeling cold and happy... dont know why..... by the time I finshed my morning chores, I was getting late... again...... it was that moment when I stepped outside my house..... It was definitely not the short-haired-perfect-figured-office-going-swift driving married woman that made me smile... It was the sun..... yes... definitely it was the sun...

It was different today..... not the one that will make you sweat... not the one that rains arrows of sharp sunlight that pierce through your skin... it was the comforting light that shades you..... there was a definite nip in the air..... I told Atanu as I was banged by a bike behind...., "the morning is different.. the weather is going to change...."

Its evening but definitely not late enough to get dark and so my hypothesis that there was change proved correct.... winters have announced their arrival by this early darkened sky....

May be I have changed as well.... While one goes through these emotional upheavels where one is unsure of what will eventually transpire at the end of the tunnel, you are always sure that this will end... someday.....I feel that the transformation or the change in many ways is complete..... I have in some ways figured out on the whats and hows of people around me..... It will keep changing, but I feel some premise still needs to be laid out for interaction...... how my observations will change for them remains to be seen......

But the weather has definitely changed...