Saturday, April 4, 2009

Change is the only permanent thing...off how clichede

Well, guys how do you like the new look...Am sure all of you are grinning from ear to ear...it sure now looks great......Ms "X" told me that it should look contemporary & appealing. I asked her what she meant. She said, "make it more interactive, some pictures, a few lines here and there....." Normally Ms. X doesnt give suggestions even if you ask her for one. She is one person, whom I have been trying to make friends with for the last six years now, but I have only managed to get "call backs" from her after my repeated "missed calls". (I am not stalking or hounding her...for once give your brain some rest).

Since, the blog is about me (ohh..you self obsessed bastard), I will write something more about me...he he he he he. Off late the last few of my blogs were depressing and morose..well so was I. Not that there are any new problems around me, but you just feel cornered sometimes....People have their own ways of reacting to them. I used to write diaries for a long time. Then realised that the Diary was not acting as a vent, but rather bank. It stored and accepted everything & when I used to flip through those pages of past, it used to return some memories with unasked interest. Then one day I stopped writing it altogether. The diary is still with me though, but I dont flip through it.

Blog is a new way. I am still not entirely candid about me or my events. I carefully chose the ones I can & want to share. I dont think it has anything to do with the fact that whether I am a public figure or that many people have access to the blog...its jus what Arvind (the "Super Purple Patch" guy) told me sometime back. He said, "Deepak, There are parts of my life which remain unearthed within me. There are multiple variations & interpretations to those events and people. As of now I am comfortable with my perspectives on them, but I dont want anybody else' interpretations on them. I fear that what I write about them may not be congruent with what I perceive about them today." But I was never too candid with my Diary as well. But as they say, "making the changes in the soft copy is good for the environment."
The change keeps happening around you. Either you are the catalyst of it or somebody else is, it really doesnt matter...
Ms. X just called me for some help....I can already see some clouds in the sky....So, change is inevitable I guess.....

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